A THIN RAY OF LIGHT
A THIN RAY OF LIGHT When words stop Flowing And the silence is Dominate I worry That I have slipped Into that cold dark Place I have lived so much Of my life inside of Such a contrast From the Warmth Light Flow Of the world With you A world of Love Belonging Connection Where words Came easy And reached
CALL ME FOOLISH
CALL ME FOOLISH I believe in Good Love Infinity Blind faith has led My life It doesn’t always go As I want it to But it goes as is Divinely perfect I rarely understand I simply believe In the belief I am Consoled I seek Joy I Love Intensely Belief is not weakness Belief is my access to Divine Power
FULL MOON IN ARIES
FULL MOON IN ARIES Flatlined A steady white noise No beat No echo Sister moon I release all that doesn’t serve me Including my mind Including my emotions Particularly my heart I hand it to you To do with what you wish All of it For the good of all This full moon in Aris Rising with so much Fire
UNBEARABLE
UNBEARABLE Wavering between Unbearableness Numbness Avoidance Confusion Frustration Eventually coming back to Everything seeming unbearable Always so good at Pushing through the emotions Accomplishing things Moving shadows out of the way Shining light in the darkness Normalizing the emptiness Focusing on what’s next I obsess with minutiae I work harder than ever I perfect things I keep going I wear
GRIEF
GRIEF I have stopped Searching I have quietened down Accepting I may Never hear from you Again In these months I have fulfilled on Everything I had Set in motion When I thought There was a future With you It is such an Accomplishment But seemingly Pointless Leaving me Empty Without you To share it with The world turns Upside
NOT KNOWING
NOT KNOWING I know Joy Love Gratitude Tenderness Compassion Connection Trust Faith Vulnerability I know Fear Pain Sadness Desperation Grief Longing Doubt Emptiness Disconnection I know So much I know So little Everything I know Leads to something I don’t know Everything I don’t know Leads to something I know I now Know I don’t Know Anything About You Maybe