GRATITUDE
Sometimes
In the quietness
I feel it all bubble up
Rising to the surface
With unstoppable
Relentless
Force
I no longer try
To choke it down
Push it away
Cover it up
I don’t need to
Be strong
Anymore
I allow for it
To run it’s course
Taking over
My emotions
My thoughts
My breath
Fully
When I
Surrender
It lifts
My heart calms
My throat loosens
My breathing steadies
I am empty
Then I experience
The gratitude
For being able to
Love so deeply
That I can feel
So much pain
Without you