PAST IN MY FUTURE   Not knowing what to do with my hands As I move around in my seat These hands that hold lives in them daily Suddenly, the silly 15 year old in me Battling for my own power That fluctuates around you

BLESSINGS FROM OTHER LANDS   The truth is that I am scared that I will lose what I have with you By telling you what I fantasize about with you Your coaching ringing in my ears The risk so big and all I can do

SOON   I have worked til I can't anymore ... I need to sleep but all I can do is think about you - I miss your skin - your smile - your lips I want nothing more than to just be able to lay

MY SOUL DON'T NEED SEX   My soul needs passion Hard, rough, cross-the-line-of-pain passion Wretch it out, twist it up, make my eyes burn Hear me scream, beg you to stop Beg you to return Passion I can beg ... I don't wanna But I

NAKED   I take down the walls A brick at a time Your view clear now I'm exposed I never knew I could stand Naked in front of anyone I am scared ... shaking, but My skin warm in your light Transparent My heart &

THE SUBSTITUTE   Looking at your photo My substitute for real-life I can feel your skin, taste the salt, smell your sweetness I feel possessed Your spell is stronger than I am, I cannot break it I don't want to break it I like the